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okiee d vainpot is makin an official public apology to her rempitz for saying NO to the langkawi trip.

"IM SOOOOOO SORRRYYYY YAWWWSSS!BUKANNYAA I TAK NAK DATANG ITS JUST THAT IM IN SUCH A TIGHT FIX IT SEEMS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE.

I STILL HEART U GUYZ LOADZ YEA!

WE CAN ROCK PEE DEE DURIN THE WEEKEND KAYH."

supergiladuper sorryy to niks,baldy,matty,juls,kat,rish,hans n sial.

i know this was planned way ahead.

*sobz hysterically*

yall dunlarr merajuk sampai x cakap kayhh.

im really sorryy, but i cant help it.

:S

xoxo,

~aLLy~

happeninzzz

*yikez*

so i havent been bloggin for donkeyz years.

hehhehee.

all becoz my streamyx line had some freakingg prob.

bloody streamyx.

>:(

nyhoww, ive got tremendous updates lined up yaws!

hhahahahha.

fantafreakinminblowingawesomeeness!

lolz.

will blog about it when i get the time to upload all d picz!

all u beautiful ppl out there,

u rock babes n my oh so gorgeous hunkz!

*coughz*

;D

thankiezz for makin everyday of mah holz worthwhile!

im lookin forward to more of u know what yaws!

*winkz*

currently busyy with xmaz round d corner.

shopin shopin n more shopin.

jz d uncle n aunty part bores me to the core.

shhheeeeshhh.

they are already goin on n on about my highlighted hair.

well honestly,

i dont give a damn!

:)

ok ok.

i sangat d letih.

will blog about all my 'shararras' soon.

;)

xoxo,

~aLLy~

betrayed

how could i have been so daft?
so daft as to believe you.
to let you know my every detail when you could just lie behind me without any sense of guilt.
you spoke about trust.
the trust that you did not have in me.
you just broke mine towards you.
i was such a fool to think that maybe you were the one who understood me.
whom i considered so dear.
treasuring our tie foreva.
but you cheated on me.
it was her, only her you were concerned about.
it hurts to find out from someone else.
reconfirming again and again to see if its really true.
coz i thought you would never be dishonest.
not to me at least.
but i bet you dont know that feeling.
i dont think you ever will.
now it all seemed to make sense.
the pieces of the puzzles seem to fit in.
it was no surprise you didnt ask her so much coz u already had the night before.
howeva,its the only time something like this got noticed.
god knows how many other times it had happened in the past.
if it was so easy for you to lie now,it would have been much easier then.
damn it.
why couldnt i see it earlier?
did i think so highly about you?
was it my fault i did?
was it a mistake for loving the fact that you carved a smile on me even on my worst days?
was it a mistake for considering you as someone who would add a lil sunshine to my shadows?
was it?
or was i just some playtoy you used to fulfil your own needs?
you just using me to get your tasks done?
with all these questions thumpin in my head,
how am i to concentrate?
you got me tearin all night.
am trying to recover.
if only it were that easy.


i thought maybe just maybe we....
i guess i was wrong.
utterly wrong.


i dont know how to get this across to you,

.... ifonlyyouwouldjustreadthegesturesofmyeyes....

quickieee

lets make this 1 quick.

lolz.

rushing all over the house packing my stuff to go over to cammy's place.

dear god i still cant find mah loofa.

wer d heck did that go??

newayy i got mah new hp today ya'll!

ahahahhaha.

afta sufferin with that shittified hp for the past 8 months

coz mah prev hp hilang during icc.

*curse curse*

was surfing round for like 4 hours non stop till i found something i kinda suka larr.

yeshhh yesshhh larr ppl, u win.

d hp is big.

*winkz*

nyhow went to the hairdressers today but blardy hell the whole shop was packed like shit.

urghhhh.

terpaksa larr i pergi esokk.

dah make appoinment all first thang in d morn.

teeehhhheee.

currently wonderin whether i should get purple or blonde highlights?

owhh mannn i ada banyak to do.

i havent even completely de-maned mahself.

help help.

:S

xoxo,

~aLLy~