press six :T

okiee d vainpot is makin an official public apology to her rempitz for saying NO to the langkawi trip.

"IM SOOOOOO SORRRYYYY YAWWWSSS!BUKANNYAA I TAK NAK DATANG ITS JUST THAT IM IN SUCH A TIGHT FIX IT SEEMS ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE.

I STILL HEART U GUYZ LOADZ YEA!

WE CAN ROCK PEE DEE DURIN THE WEEKEND KAYH."

supergiladuper sorryy to niks,baldy,matty,juls,kat,rish,hans n sial.

i know this was planned way ahead.

*sobz hysterically*

yall dunlarr merajuk sampai x cakap kayhh.

im really sorryy, but i cant help it.

:S

xoxo,

~aLLy~

happeninzzz

*yikez*

so i havent been bloggin for donkeyz years.

hehhehee.

all becoz my streamyx line had some freakingg prob.

bloody streamyx.

>:(

nyhoww, ive got tremendous updates lined up yaws!

hhahahahha.

fantafreakinminblowingawesomeeness!

lolz.

will blog about it when i get the time to upload all d picz!

all u beautiful ppl out there,

u rock babes n my oh so gorgeous hunkz!

*coughz*

;D

thankiezz for makin everyday of mah holz worthwhile!

im lookin forward to more of u know what yaws!

*winkz*

currently busyy with xmaz round d corner.

shopin shopin n more shopin.

jz d uncle n aunty part bores me to the core.

shhheeeeshhh.

they are already goin on n on about my highlighted hair.

well honestly,

i dont give a damn!

:)

ok ok.

i sangat d letih.

will blog about all my 'shararras' soon.

;)

xoxo,

~aLLy~

betrayed

how could i have been so daft?
so daft as to believe you.
to let you know my every detail when you could just lie behind me without any sense of guilt.
you spoke about trust.
the trust that you did not have in me.
you just broke mine towards you.
i was such a fool to think that maybe you were the one who understood me.
whom i considered so dear.
treasuring our tie foreva.
but you cheated on me.
it was her, only her you were concerned about.
it hurts to find out from someone else.
reconfirming again and again to see if its really true.
coz i thought you would never be dishonest.
not to me at least.
but i bet you dont know that feeling.
i dont think you ever will.
now it all seemed to make sense.
the pieces of the puzzles seem to fit in.
it was no surprise you didnt ask her so much coz u already had the night before.
howeva,its the only time something like this got noticed.
god knows how many other times it had happened in the past.
if it was so easy for you to lie now,it would have been much easier then.
damn it.
why couldnt i see it earlier?
did i think so highly about you?
was it my fault i did?
was it a mistake for loving the fact that you carved a smile on me even on my worst days?
was it a mistake for considering you as someone who would add a lil sunshine to my shadows?
was it?
or was i just some playtoy you used to fulfil your own needs?
you just using me to get your tasks done?
with all these questions thumpin in my head,
how am i to concentrate?
you got me tearin all night.
am trying to recover.
if only it were that easy.


i thought maybe just maybe we....
i guess i was wrong.
utterly wrong.


i dont know how to get this across to you,

.... ifonlyyouwouldjustreadthegesturesofmyeyes....

quickieee

lets make this 1 quick.

lolz.

rushing all over the house packing my stuff to go over to cammy's place.

dear god i still cant find mah loofa.

wer d heck did that go??

newayy i got mah new hp today ya'll!

ahahahhaha.

afta sufferin with that shittified hp for the past 8 months

coz mah prev hp hilang during icc.

*curse curse*

was surfing round for like 4 hours non stop till i found something i kinda suka larr.

yeshhh yesshhh larr ppl, u win.

d hp is big.

*winkz*

nyhow went to the hairdressers today but blardy hell the whole shop was packed like shit.

urghhhh.

terpaksa larr i pergi esokk.

dah make appoinment all first thang in d morn.

teeehhhheee.

currently wonderin whether i should get purple or blonde highlights?

owhh mannn i ada banyak to do.

i havent even completely de-maned mahself.

help help.

:S

xoxo,

~aLLy~

barrackudas

okayhh soo spm is officially over larr.

*winkz*

yeshh yeshh plus est.

teeeheehheee.

hit pyramid afta that.

my bangangs.

from left-pig,piglet,wheelchair,bling n blondie rejected.

eehhhehhhe.

lolz.
okayhh to SOME of ya'll who think pyramid is lame bla bla bla,

please larr just get it straight that any place would be lame if u werent with ur company of gempakk pals.

we had a time of our lifes without needing to prove a point to anyone.

;oD

soo today i decided to do some spring cleanin since mah room was such a wreck.

thinkin of which would be a better option.

burial or cremation?

lolz.

sorryyylarr bookies you were never mah best fwenz.

;oD


owh owh n i came across this.

lolz.

man,mah hair was soo neat those days.

this was a lame assignment we gave our probates.

"favourite prefect mums"

HOMG it was sooo lame larr.

hahahaha.
*tsk tsk*my name appeared 4x yaw.teeehehhehee.

and yeshhhh my confirmation card from some aunty.

isshhhhhh.

nama pun eja macam some dumbass.

since when did i become ALI?

i simply hate it when ppl dont get your name right.

;oP

more updates later kayhh.the action belum lagi start.just warmin up yaws.

;)

xoxo,

~aLLy~

finito ;P

WOOTZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!

okayhh spm is NOT really over, but WTH its est on thurs so its officially habis.

;o)

owhhh owhhh i just cant wait to de-man mahself.

ahahahhahaa.

brazillian here i come.

XD

xoxo,

vainpot

outbursts

pt 2:

evidently im bored outtve my wits,

n so coz i declined to go out like some dimwit.

danggg.

someone just chlappp me on mah face.

i think i deserve one afta 1 helluva stupid act.

*coughz*

what the fuck was i thinking?

:oP

sooo i pigged out on chipsmore,maggi n now ice cream,

since my kambing kakak had not prepared lunch.

pffffttttt.i simply hate it when i dun get my food on time.

it makes me loose all that mount kinabalu like appetite.

okayhhhhh done getting lazyy.

i am having a freaking headache afta yesterdays nirmala.

owh owh did i mention that chemistry was absolutely fantabolous?
hahahha.

the only part that i solely blame our education ministry is for not putting babiturat inside.

hahhahaha.

th oh-so-famous antidepressant.

friend-a single soul dwelling in two bodies.

for you big spander case.

ahhahhah.

shove all that t.harga shit inside.

nyeheheh.

:oD

ihavenothingagainstyouandsoyeahimsorry.

;)

acertainsexyhairedrempitwannabe,youhavebeenkeepingmesmilingdaily.

xoxo,

~piglish vainpot~

pt 1:

konged out at 3am yesterday.

and woke up to hear that its time for lunchy.

hahahhahha.ur damn rite.im just soo good in bed.

i can just chleepp till the cows come home.

;o);o);o)

and puh-leaseee u junior bangangs stop being such pains with your nudging on msn.

urghhh its soo freakshit annoying yaw!

nyway for now i just cant stop lusting over my red topshop playsuit!

its just super ketatfied and bodaylicious!

ehhehehheh.

a perfect definition of hawtnezzzz.

i totally regret not going out with u yesterday.

i miss those times when we walked along the isles of our rempit infested area.

and today with cammy kepala kentang.

from being roomies 4 months back,

and not forgetting my so called guitar tutor,

i know this gal when i was 10!

owhh it rekindles my memories bout sitting on the floor in public ordeal.

totally lurve our bimbotic days.

currently lazing at home with my magnified red loose t,uncombed hair and super short boxers.

xoxo,

vainpan.

under pressuRRRRReeee???

darn it.

itss freakingg spm yaw!

i cant believe im done with 4 subjects alreadyy.

howeva,the actual torture chamber still awaits us next week.

owhhh dear god HELP ME.

:S

and to all ya folks sitting for it best of luck ya'll!

lets rock these few days we have left!

:D:D:D

#random#

did i tell you i like the way your hair sways as the air catches it?

the way you brush it off your forehead?

the way you secretly try and catch glimpses of me?

lolz.

it makes me smile.

;)

chayangggg chayanggg,

your such a dumb dumb.

and i lurve you for that.

know it babyyy.

>D

p/s: no no.i aint talking bout my doggy.im talkin boutcha babyyy.eeekkkk.

but its no different.like i said before, your equally hairy.

;) ;) ;)

xoxo,

~aLLy~

dilemma?

your confusion has confused me.

i dont quite know what exactly it is you want.

or rather WHO exactly it is you want.

all of a sudden,

whenever she is present the smile carved on your face seems to fall ever so naturally,

so much so it seems like a million sparks are exploding in your heart.

and the time you spend with me seems to bring out a forced smile on your face,

showing your lack of interest,

that you'd rather be with her,

and your just entertaining me for the sake of entertaining,

for me eyes to see and be deceived,

that everything is just perfecto.

shhhheeeeeeshhhh.

it f***ing kills me to make it seem like it doesnt mean a single shit to me.

that lil flame that once glowed and burned ever so brightly,

rich with all the colours,

resembled US.

now all i see is a dim light flickering away almost as though it would go off anytime,

thanks to you.

if you were sooo interested in putting out flames,

be my guest and be a fireman.

just dont extinguish this light.

darn it.

somehow no matter what i do,

all i think about is you.

babyyy your such a hot mess.

you have practically drawn me into a sudden dilemma.

"metamorphinisingg."

so i know it seems as though i created this huge void.

all the nonsense i make you put up with.

but somehow idiot your still the one who dwells in my heart,

foreva moree.

just send me a freakinggg sign saying you faham.

any sign goddamnit.

"conscious effort being played by me, and trying to disown whateva i see."

regardless of what you think,how you feel bout me,

im sooo tired with this.

totally sick with this game of charades.

'sigh with me baby SIGH.'

xoxo,

~aLLy~

pukka tukka

soo my daddy isnt home.

mummy is well, tooo busyy with her hi-tea's and social gatherings.

so its just me and the maid.

well it isnt sooo bad yaw!

ahahhahha.

lil miss piggayh a.k.a me,

has been up to mischief and total mischief ! (x infinity)
my nakal partners have been fetching me and dropping me back after a gempakkfied outing.

:P
when mummy comes home,

my maid is forced to lie in her indon slang.

"puan hari ini adik belajar yok.sampai tak makan dengan betul kok."

me not eating well?

lolz.

never in this lifetime.

soo this is what i ate outside.note note.the starters course.
-dish 1-

fajitas.are soooo nyumehhhhhh!

-dish 2-

u see the white blob?owhh that was what i enjoyed the most!

-dish 3-

the dessert! yesh some warm chocolate cake,with ice cream topped with whipped cream n caramel!

owhhhhhh!absolute heaven!

-dish 4-

spot the hidden piggy.nyehehehehehehe.my initial.oinkiezz.

home sweet home.

enjoying jco'z while i struggle in getting chem facts through my head.

:)

chinky n me.my 'paror' sailing, horse riding and jungle trekking partner.

ahahahahah.all my outdoor activities are simply no fun without my rough and tough buddy!

next on will be bunjeee!

this is my ayeshaa darling.

lemme tell you bout her.

she was down from london and helped me out with my revision etc etc.

my mummy at home you can say.

lolz.

but all study and no party is no funny!

okayhh no fun. but i wanted something that rhymed. eeekkk. :P

so so ayesha told my mummy that we were going to get stationary's for my examz ,

and a whole lot of other crap saying that we would be late,

but actually picked up her bf and some of my pals and went over to rupees then laundry!

ahahahahaahah.

i had the ultimate time of my life with you guys.

looking forward for you to come back gurlie!!muaxxxxx!

xoxo,

~aLLy~

chop chop

i just got my haircut!

okayhh i did trim it a few weeks ago but it was not as hot as i would have expected it to be.

so i potong again larr.

hahhahahahaha.

its now some super short shit.

lolz.

okayhh maybe not super duper short,

but much shorter than before.

damn it feels soooo good yaw!

first time i boleh rasa angin across my neck.

;)

photos will be up in my next post.

waitlarr ada banyak lagii gempakk stuff coming along!

:P

cheers,

~aLLy~

Memories XD

owh how fast time has passed.

without me knowing.

this year began with soo many hustles.

and is not ending very differently.
as i look back,

i see how many twists and turns my life has taken.
some of which as i reflect,
i laugh about now and sob at times.
the changes i have dealt with,
the adaptions i have made,
the losses,

the gains.
everything so dear to me,

something i will treasure forever.

however i wouldnt deny,

i am sad for i am about to leave the dearest of them all,

something which i complain about,

yet will miss dearly,

no, not cause i fancy buildings and scoldings,

more due to the memories i have,

embeded.

owhh owhh i came across this picture as i was going through my album.

23/03/2008

holi day-the festival of colours.

hahahha.

it was seriously gempakk.

i masih ingat every itsy bitsy detail.

;)

damn damn.spm is in a few more weeks.i have to stick my ass to the chair and work miracles now.till then adios bloggie.


xoxo,

~aLLy~

badaaayyyyyyy babee

HaPPy buRfdAYY mUmmY sAYaNgG!

okayyhhh.

so i tak leh nak post up pic dowh.

because no pic would be able to define youu.

your my speciality.

one of a kind.

:)

lurvezz,

~anak mama~

haPPy tUjuh belaS !!

HAppY bUrThdAYYY SwIe!

oakkkkaayhh.

soo i tau you fancy yellow,

soo this whole post will be in yellow.

;)

my half bestie *notice that*

since form 1.

was officially 17 yesterday.

sobbing for not calling her at midnight,

*which she did 3 x for me.this year alone*

i terpaksa larr pujuk.

:P

vainpot:"bhardy owhh bhardy, like they say save the best for the last"

;)

have a blast deariee!!

peace,

~aLLy~

resonance >D

im fasting tommorow.

ahahhahahahaha.

i know fatty.

its lame.

your suppose to be the first one to suap i makan and bagi i minum,

while i tengok bulan.

:P

but i dont think we will be going out anytime tommorow.

soo tak lehh larr nak suap semua.

vainpot's marvelous fantafreakinsuperlicous plan:

barbiiturattt u gimme a call at night.

not later than 8.30pm.

tapi janganlarr awal sangat yeahh.

kena tengok moon moon semua dulu.

jangan call masa sun is out telling me its the moon which turned yellow.

:P

make sure tau.

i know you will soo call tarik harga,

and not admit that you panggil for that.
ahahhahahhhaha.

its kayhh fatty,

just call and make an excuse.

you kann dah learn from me macam mana nak buat tak tau.

lolz.

i will faham larr.

:P

xoxo,

~ally~

chicken teppanyaki

lolz.

i am soooo ultimately stuffed yaw!

:P

being a saturday we hit mv after our chem Q n A.

there we were thinking of what to eat. (which btw took ages)

vainpot:ehh today semua org no budget kan?

all:no no no.

so steph brought us to this japanese shop to makan makan larr.

KIKU ZAKURA.

steph:the food here is damn nice wei.

vainpot:ehehehehe.i tak leh nak connect dengan japanese foodlarr.

tharz:im veg!im veg!im veg!(x infinity)

*fliping menu*

after 15 min

...

*still fliping menu*

stephy:eat here ni larr.trust me for once.

all:okayhh.*grinz*

tharz:im veg!im veg!(x infinity)*but she managed with her fries larr*

:P

there i pun ordered larr chicken teppanyaki!

owhh mannn!

it was heavennnn!!

ahahahhaha.

i tak pernah makan gila-gila macam ni.

at least not before class larr.

:P

thanx stephy.

next time your food recommendation i sure pegi punya.

;)

and later on we went on to getting doughnuts from big apple.

yeshh i had 2 of em in the keretalarr.

surprisingly masih ada ruang in mah belly.

tapi i sangat pandai larr.

at least i ada jacket nak cover cover perut yaw!

mana tauu kann.

tiba tiba it will be on someones blog.

allythevainpot

to

allytheBELLY.

;)

after that we all rushedd like mad back lerr.

dah lambat and,

had to fetch mak cik jamieee.

on the way,in the car,

under all the pressure i masih ada masa nak kutuk,

vainpot:"eh that guy on the bike is in a pink shirt yaw!so strikinglarr."

eheheehe.sorrylarr dude.but you did look sissy on the bike.

:P

anyhow,

i dont know why i masih rasa laparr.

ehehehhehehe.

so dropped by jco's to get more doughnuts.

nyumehh nyumeehh.

im eating em right now.

alcapone,why nut,mango delight

and yang lain i tak ingat nama.

owhh how satisfied you thingys make me.

bunyinya soo tak betul.

;)

xoxo,

~aLLy~

in and out

yuhuuuu.

okayh lerr i know i was a bit the lambat in getting ready today.

:P

all i know is i got up at 11.30 am only to read your sms

(sent in d morn.godd knows pukul brapa)

sayin you'll be here at 12.

him:"hey meeting you at 12pm today.whats your house address again ah?"

vainpot:"HOMFG!! i belum mandi pun lagii and i look a wreck!"

so i had to like mandi kerbau larr.

but i still smelt gud yaw.

haha.

thanx to britney's 'curious'.

which i sprayed all over.

;)

pushing that away,

coming to the main part,

*clears throat*

i only have 1 word to describe our lunch.

AWESOMEEEEE!

haha.

i simply lurvedd the company.

it was something i truly missed yaw!

i agree larr we should do this more often.

only this time the mangoes are fully mine.

ehehhehhehehe.

i just wished it lasted longer larr.:P..im rinduing it already.

anyhow i went for nirmala's Sej Q n A after that.

bloody lady said i looked like i dressed for a picnic.

pffftttt.

say wateva you want mann.

i know larr your not as hot as me.

sooo please go freakingg die.

xoxo,

~aLLy~

gymmy gymmy

so my resolution before end year holz,

LOOSE WEIGHT.

okayhh.

have been goin to the gym since wednesday.

it was awesomelarr.

except where i almost tripped of the treadmill

while smiling at some hottie.

hehehehehhhehe.

he was playing with the big ball.

owhh he did look hot.

especially cara dia roll.

i can say i picked up a thing or two.

;)

anyhow,

down with a horrid backache.

and my mum has been forcing brand's chicken essence down my throat.

:S

beat that.

xoxo,

~aLLy~

doodlingg

im in deep need of mango.

to cure myself from your force of attraction.

shitlarr.

your daya tarikan is soo freaking strong.

like some ionic bond.

nowdays i feel helpless with or without your presence.

the thought of you makes me tingle inside.

;)

fatty,

how the hell do you make my world go round?

piglet i know im a chick larr.

you dont have to tell me.

lolz.

but at least i keep my word.

unlike some people yang nak enjoy dengan your telletubies.

despite the fact i suka telletubies.

:P

oinks.

huggiez,

~aLLy~

i likeeee

i like the way you make my heart beat faster when your incoming comes in.

i like the way you put a smile on my face even on my worst days.

i like the way you talk to me not with words but with your glances.

i like the way your dimples dance round when your up to mischief.

i like the way you protect me.

i like the way you wrap your arm around me showing you care.

i like your jealousy.

i like the way you make me envy.

i like the possesive you.

but above them all,

i like the fact that you like me.

ohhh yes i do like you.

;)

yours forevermore,

ally ur vainpot.

missing >3

i miss those days when my clothes covered me from head to toe.

ehehehhheheheheh.

now its the total opposite.

dei piglet,
imma gonna chlapp for lying okayhh.

golarr and have fun with your rufous the naked mole rat

and the whole co.

so called nak hang out.

:P

where is my gempakkfied loserlarr.
i miss.

lurvess,

oink oink yang tersangat hebat.

;)

i just confirmed. u dunno what i borrowed.

nyehehehhehe.

>3

PENAT-ing

so, today hoping for it to be some normal Q & A class in nirmala,

we go there and find out that she is giving us a test.

great.
dahlarr tak sentuh buku,

nak jawab what is density pun tak tau.
:P

so what we four naughtayh people did was skip add maths!
ahahhahaha!

i lurved the drama larr deii!

sampai adalarr some people yang ada budget budget all.

lolz.

nak beli RO water pun no duit!
ehehehehehehehe.

the after effect=yes yes we all looked drained.

anyways skipping that i went to miru's house after class.
adalah someones open house.

*coughz*
and,
dangg i hate cats larrr!
im soooo sorry miru gurlie,

i gave your cat a heart attack yeah.

sampai lompat ke sini sana.

i think it heard me scream and got freaked out.
;)

anyways we all then tukar tukar into kebaya!
but sadly that i tak dapat nak pakai my super tight,super sexayh kebaya!

lagilarr transparent!!

*sobz*

maklumlahh i was going to PN ASIMAH'S OPEN HOUSE
anyhow me,syafy,baba,shila,miru and jay all wall-uped teacher's laksa johor.

and sambal belacan.
tak kann larr tak nak kann.
free food dowh!!

*winkz*
but i had fun hari ni yawww!
minusing the part where haziq refused to come to me larr.
ishh ishh.
baby pun tak boleh nak goda.
:(

of course the pink plant that got my attention ;)

syafi buffy

i sorta covered the flash larrr

FOOD!okayhh this was not all but masa i ambik gambar everything was finished.ehehheeheh

baba,me n shila near the pokok laici.sadly not yet masak.

at home in the laundry room.was not puas camwhoring. ;)

thanx for having us over teacher.

alarr its raya dowh.forgive and forget is my motto.
(just for this period)

teeehhehehhehehehe.

p/s:steph there was no look i gave.at least intentonally.u know on saturdays i do get high.plus i was drinking coke.faham faham lerr.

okayhh superficiouly tired.

hugz,

~aLLy~

about it

first off

i dont like to see break ups and fights.

if you knew me well enough you would have known.

secondly,

i cant believe immaturity lies in you.

i thought that maybe just maybe

you would have had some sense to figure this whole thing out.

who went around twisting our tale to other parties?

not telling the full truth?

so much so it had to be told by someone else?

at least the childish kiddo on this end had that much of maturity.

not to turn and twist tales.

please

when i asked for this to stop,to peace out,admitted my wrong doings,

you hit me back.

and telling everyone i would be happy with a fight going on now

well thats soo mature of you.

karma karma

well well,

i guess what goes around comes around.

remember everything u said,

the funny part is,

who was proven the so called cry baby this time?

ohhh im soo sorry,

my bad,

im just trying to wake you up i guess.

from lala land.

just as you did help awake me,

from puteri land.

pffttt.

two words babe,

ITS KARMA

toodles,

~aLLy~

vainpot's back

yo yo yo yo!

yeshhh im back on track!

ohh my gawddd!

raya holidays were absolutely the bomb yaww!

okayhhh soo books and me were FAR away,

but somehow i just had the time of my lifee.

*winkz*

something i missed out on for three freakingg weeks.

anyway everyday was packed with gempakk events.

ahakz.

mon till sat.

im sooo glad that i saw you ching ching!

my soo called protractor.

>3

missed you loadzz!

my dear jamban and your other half sarahlina thank you for that awesome night on wednesday!

yalarr i still prefer tequila's.

margarita's are too dry no?

my gorgeous hunkz imran,nikhil,sial,rahul,rishi,patrick,tongkat and hairless,

thank you for the surprise outing larr.

teehhehehee.

i really tak sangka.

8+1

lolz.

yess yess and not forgetting the night outing in temple.

showing off dancing skills.

and putting on make up.

part and parcel of the reason why i go.

*coughz*

and

thar minusing the vegetarian part, i think we rocked m.v.

outing,parties,open houses,and late nites.

it was beyond awesome!

minusing the noo camera part.

loonnnnggg story.

but picz will be up soon.

waiting for em from all my kawanz.

=P

and not forgetting,

i saw this ever soo kacak dude.

owhhh his smile was to die for.

hahahaha.

dont worry larr fatty,

your more kacak.

in your own lame way.

ehehhehehe.

and

happy belated birthday panda bear!!

sorrylarrrr.

a bit the late.

lolz.

my toilet partner n pouting bestie a.k.a

KAKAK-KU

much love,

~aLLy~

H.U.R.T

no.

i didnt expect this to happen.

not again.

when it happens to me its known as me overeacting.

but when it strikes others its always my fault.

if only you know i how felt.

you can even say that im an attention seeker.

thats how much you do know about me.

wow.

i guess thats how weak our friendship tie is.

maybe its because we just met.

i always jump into conclusions about my friends.

becoming close all of a sudden.

i dont need the whole world to talk to me.

i was just a normal teen who needed the company of her friends.

which she didnt get.

well yet again,

it must be my fault ryte?

yes

it always is.

buh-bye trialzz

AHAHAHHAHAHAAHAH!!
at last an end.

okayhhhh.
not really larr.
its just trialzz.
lolz.

y d the hell do they put us through all these?

pffftttt.

anyhow,

i cant wait for all my gempakk events to fall in line yawww.

ahakz.

1.sleepinggggg-yeshhhh something i have been missing out on for weekz.my ever soo snugly bolster was calling out to me for weeks.

2.going on9-owhhh yeshh babyyy i do miss my pc.my magnetic force.

3.going for free food-ahahahhaha yeahh i was like soo deprived of going and having free food at my kawan's houses.dont worrylarr, now all your makanan confirm habis larr kayh?

*winkz*

and and and..

4.my outings yawwwwwwww!! -yeshhh fatty i do miss going out with you larr!!

yadayada.

there you go.

but tak payah nak perasaan kayhh.

no jumping on cloud nine.

lolz.

anyhow my raya holz have to sooo called-ly be spent wisely.

shhheeeshh.

i guess it means no running away from bookz.

owwhhhh mann.

how i wish sometimes i could just earn money by taking out my sikat and combing my hair.

teheeeheeheheehee.

and people just pay you for being vain.

life will be soo simple kann??

*coughz*

i think i would be a billionaire by now.

;)

back on trackk

~aLLy~

suckyyyyy shit

damn it damn it.

thurs and fri simply SUCKED!!

yesssss

it was biology n chemistry.

owhhhh mannn.

i didnt expect to do this badly.

i usually rock in these 2 sciences.

shanty n jasminder are soooo gonna give me a earful.

the very second i flipped through the papers,

i felt like crying.

i didnt know a single shit.

all i know is that i crapped something on my paper.

of all the exams i had to screw my trialz.

shit shit shit.

im sooooooo freaking pissed.

shoot me.kill me.

do whatever.

im ever sooooo depressed with my papers.

owhhhhh dangggg.

next week is a lot worse.

add maths and physics.

waiting there for me.

i feel like the papers are practically grinning out of joy.

saying "u tak tauuuuu.padan mukaaa."

mocking me for not giving my 100 peratus.
i think i might have been bitchin bout a few people lately.

ok maybe a lot.

shit karma hit me back.

please yawwww jaganlarrr curse i untuk papers yang lain.

let me at least rock those papers.

=S.

bangs,

aLLy

misty heart

Hope is like a road in the country,

there was never a road,

but when many people walk on it,

the road comes into existence.

Infatuation is when you think he's as sexy as Chase Crawford,

and as dumb and

funny as Saiful Apek,

Love is when you realize that he's as sexy as Saiful Apek,

and nothing like Chase Crawford,

but you'll take him anyway.

Some people come into our lives and quickly go.

Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts,

and we are never, ever the same.

Life is about taking risks,

as i once told a friend of mine,

without taking a chance,

it is the direct excuse to failure.

I am tired,
now beloved,
of chafing my heart against the want of you,

of squeezing it into little inkdrops,
and posting it.

lolz.

you and your slow momentum.

stop asking me who.

you know its you.

xOxO,

~aLLy~

photoshoot yawwww!!

haha.

im sitting for my sejarah paper tommorow.

and my mum asked me whether i wanted to go for a photoshoot today.

lolz.

how could i resist?

*winkz*

well they did the makeover and it rockedd bebeh!

wootz!!

as usual i couldnt go without my poutayhhh pose ya'll!

and and and

ohhhh my freakingg godd.

the guy who did my make up is sooo HOT!

its just i think he is bloody GAY!

arrghhhhh!

tak pe.

i still dapat your hp number.

who knows kann.

ehehhheheehhe.

yeshhh

the crowd was wild until,

some moron tarikk rambut i today.

bangang punya budakk.

dah larr ada gf,

nak flirt pulakkk.

isshhhh.

but overall it was fun yawww.

we had fun.

thx sial.

okayhhh i know this is randomm but yeahh..

I will not play at tug o' war

I'd rather play at hug o' war,

Where everyone hugs

Instead of tugs.

ehhehehehehe.

xOxO,

~aLLy~

triallllzzzzz

ok ok.

so trialzz started yesterday.

it was the freaking

BM PAPER

bloody hell.

i sat up till 2a.m. in the morning hafaling the 2 shittified sastera books.

and of all the things,

the bloody BIODATA PENGARANG had to come out.

gahhhhhhh.

i just cant belive it mannn.

wth does he have to do with the book??!!

i practically wrote total crapp.

$#%@

#phrase 1:beliau telah belajar di sekolah cina perempuan

i actually saw it as chinese school.

forgetting that he was a male,

i wrote perempuan.

i dunno what got into my otakk at that point of time

shit.

lets just hope the results dont show my mistakes that obviously.

:P

and HOMG!!!!!

sejarah was absolutely fantabuloussssss!!

first timeeee mannnn!!

i could actually answer the paper.

with ink everywhere.

left right centre.

wootzz.

I AM MAKING A STATEMENT YAWWWW.

I LURVEYYYY HISTORYY.

i truly mean it.

but i think a lot of us said it.

until some wrote,

zigurat for tamadun Indus

&

Amon-Re for Perjanjian Hudaibiyah.

heheheheheheh.

owhhhhh dangggg.

bio is rippin my life apart.

ishhhhh.

i guess i have to go nerdyfying for a couple more weeks.

till then,

adios bloggie.

muaxxxx.

~aLLy~

ENOUGH

please ya'll,

STOP IT

i hearttt a person of the opposite sex.

shheesshh.

how much more shallow can this topic go?

enough is enough.

zip it now.

stirred

there you go again.

juggling between me and her.
making my heart skip a beat when you are around.
making me laugh for no reason at all.
damn it.
i walked with you through your rough patches.
as you walked with me through mine.

sometimes i dont get it.

you behave as if i dont even exist.

and at times you make me feel as though all eyes are on me.

just me.

i rejected the rest waiting for you.
i still am.
just don't drift away.
you know you are my barbiturat.
at least that is what i would call it.

despite what others said,

and all odds were against us,

you still stood by me.

not even doubting that maybe,

just maybe,

i was the one who was not truthful.

i know somewhere inside there is a flame.
that can never be extinguished.
somehow its flickering now.
i dont want it to die.
no.
im trying my level best to make it burn.
to last forever.

my dear tequila shot,
you do know,
my feelings for you will never change.

you somehow just complete my circuit.
i look forward everyday just to see your face.
to hear your laughter.
to feel your disturbance.
then why do you have to tarikkk harga?

i want you to know i am yours forever more.

we are almost getting there.

now you hit me by surprise with this sudden divert.

just dont stop with the way you make me flip.

i have said it.

i heart youuu.

thoroughly.

undoubtedly.

unconditionally.
now please just say the word.
say it.
dont hesitate.
you know i am waiting.
and always will.

xOxO
~your muffin~

merdeka merdeka!!

this year was totally unforgetable!!

i would define it as a perfect margarita.

the eve of my bday.

suppose to hit the curve but ended up in pyramid.

danggg.

but it was still gempakkk.

what we did?

well let that just be a lil something that we all share.

*winkz*

now the camwhorin zone.

ppl crossin,we snappin

jamiee losing.im surprised.its still a game of ball? *winkz*

ohhhh the ever soo delicious food *although tak habis makan*

blow blow.

ungky n me.we just cldnt get enough of the cam harh babe?

once again on the ever soo round couch

nawwarreyy on the high end

poutzzzzzzzzzzzz

timer always helps yawwww

just before we all hit the wheels

my hotstuffz - jamiee.stephy,ungky n nawwarey

the lil time that we did spend was simply mindblowing guyz!!

its almost seemed like we brought the curve to pyramid.

lolz.

and yes if you really look at it,

i didnt sin much,

it was not officially sunday yet. =P

heeheeeehh.

still got a lot more picz on the way.

waiting for picz in nawwarey's cam.

for now im gonna search for mangoes.

ngeeeeeeee.=P

nitez folkz.

lurvez,

~aLLy~