H.U.R.T

no.

i didnt expect this to happen.

not again.

when it happens to me its known as me overeacting.

but when it strikes others its always my fault.

if only you know i how felt.

you can even say that im an attention seeker.

thats how much you do know about me.

wow.

i guess thats how weak our friendship tie is.

maybe its because we just met.

i always jump into conclusions about my friends.

becoming close all of a sudden.

i dont need the whole world to talk to me.

i was just a normal teen who needed the company of her friends.

which she didnt get.

well yet again,

it must be my fault ryte?

yes

it always is.

buh-bye trialzz

AHAHAHHAHAHAAHAH!!
at last an end.

okayhhhh.
not really larr.
its just trialzz.
lolz.

y d the hell do they put us through all these?

pffftttt.

anyhow,

i cant wait for all my gempakk events to fall in line yawww.

ahakz.

1.sleepinggggg-yeshhhh something i have been missing out on for weekz.my ever soo snugly bolster was calling out to me for weeks.

2.going on9-owhhh yeshh babyyy i do miss my pc.my magnetic force.

3.going for free food-ahahahhaha yeahh i was like soo deprived of going and having free food at my kawan's houses.dont worrylarr, now all your makanan confirm habis larr kayh?

*winkz*

and and and..

4.my outings yawwwwwwww!! -yeshhh fatty i do miss going out with you larr!!

yadayada.

there you go.

but tak payah nak perasaan kayhh.

no jumping on cloud nine.

lolz.

anyhow my raya holz have to sooo called-ly be spent wisely.

shhheeeshh.

i guess it means no running away from bookz.

owwhhhh mann.

how i wish sometimes i could just earn money by taking out my sikat and combing my hair.

teheeeheeheheehee.

and people just pay you for being vain.

life will be soo simple kann??

*coughz*

i think i would be a billionaire by now.

;)

back on trackk

~aLLy~

suckyyyyy shit

damn it damn it.

thurs and fri simply SUCKED!!

yesssss

it was biology n chemistry.

owhhhh mannn.

i didnt expect to do this badly.

i usually rock in these 2 sciences.

shanty n jasminder are soooo gonna give me a earful.

the very second i flipped through the papers,

i felt like crying.

i didnt know a single shit.

all i know is that i crapped something on my paper.

of all the exams i had to screw my trialz.

shit shit shit.

im sooooooo freaking pissed.

shoot me.kill me.

do whatever.

im ever sooooo depressed with my papers.

owhhhhh dangggg.

next week is a lot worse.

add maths and physics.

waiting there for me.

i feel like the papers are practically grinning out of joy.

saying "u tak tauuuuu.padan mukaaa."

mocking me for not giving my 100 peratus.
i think i might have been bitchin bout a few people lately.

ok maybe a lot.

shit karma hit me back.

please yawwww jaganlarrr curse i untuk papers yang lain.

let me at least rock those papers.

=S.

bangs,

aLLy

misty heart

Hope is like a road in the country,

there was never a road,

but when many people walk on it,

the road comes into existence.

Infatuation is when you think he's as sexy as Chase Crawford,

and as dumb and

funny as Saiful Apek,

Love is when you realize that he's as sexy as Saiful Apek,

and nothing like Chase Crawford,

but you'll take him anyway.

Some people come into our lives and quickly go.

Some stay for a while, leave footprints on our hearts,

and we are never, ever the same.

Life is about taking risks,

as i once told a friend of mine,

without taking a chance,

it is the direct excuse to failure.

I am tired,
now beloved,
of chafing my heart against the want of you,

of squeezing it into little inkdrops,
and posting it.

lolz.

you and your slow momentum.

stop asking me who.

you know its you.

xOxO,

~aLLy~

photoshoot yawwww!!

haha.

im sitting for my sejarah paper tommorow.

and my mum asked me whether i wanted to go for a photoshoot today.

lolz.

how could i resist?

*winkz*

well they did the makeover and it rockedd bebeh!

wootz!!

as usual i couldnt go without my poutayhhh pose ya'll!

and and and

ohhhh my freakingg godd.

the guy who did my make up is sooo HOT!

its just i think he is bloody GAY!

arrghhhhh!

tak pe.

i still dapat your hp number.

who knows kann.

ehehhheheehhe.

yeshhh

the crowd was wild until,

some moron tarikk rambut i today.

bangang punya budakk.

dah larr ada gf,

nak flirt pulakkk.

isshhhh.

but overall it was fun yawww.

we had fun.

thx sial.

okayhhh i know this is randomm but yeahh..

I will not play at tug o' war

I'd rather play at hug o' war,

Where everyone hugs

Instead of tugs.

ehhehehehehe.

xOxO,

~aLLy~

triallllzzzzz

ok ok.

so trialzz started yesterday.

it was the freaking

BM PAPER

bloody hell.

i sat up till 2a.m. in the morning hafaling the 2 shittified sastera books.

and of all the things,

the bloody BIODATA PENGARANG had to come out.

gahhhhhhh.

i just cant belive it mannn.

wth does he have to do with the book??!!

i practically wrote total crapp.

$#%@

#phrase 1:beliau telah belajar di sekolah cina perempuan

i actually saw it as chinese school.

forgetting that he was a male,

i wrote perempuan.

i dunno what got into my otakk at that point of time

shit.

lets just hope the results dont show my mistakes that obviously.

:P

and HOMG!!!!!

sejarah was absolutely fantabuloussssss!!

first timeeee mannnn!!

i could actually answer the paper.

with ink everywhere.

left right centre.

wootzz.

I AM MAKING A STATEMENT YAWWWW.

I LURVEYYYY HISTORYY.

i truly mean it.

but i think a lot of us said it.

until some wrote,

zigurat for tamadun Indus

&

Amon-Re for Perjanjian Hudaibiyah.

heheheheheheh.

owhhhhh dangggg.

bio is rippin my life apart.

ishhhhh.

i guess i have to go nerdyfying for a couple more weeks.

till then,

adios bloggie.

muaxxxx.

~aLLy~

ENOUGH

please ya'll,

STOP IT

i hearttt a person of the opposite sex.

shheesshh.

how much more shallow can this topic go?

enough is enough.

zip it now.

stirred

there you go again.

juggling between me and her.
making my heart skip a beat when you are around.
making me laugh for no reason at all.
damn it.
i walked with you through your rough patches.
as you walked with me through mine.

sometimes i dont get it.

you behave as if i dont even exist.

and at times you make me feel as though all eyes are on me.

just me.

i rejected the rest waiting for you.
i still am.
just don't drift away.
you know you are my barbiturat.
at least that is what i would call it.

despite what others said,

and all odds were against us,

you still stood by me.

not even doubting that maybe,

just maybe,

i was the one who was not truthful.

i know somewhere inside there is a flame.
that can never be extinguished.
somehow its flickering now.
i dont want it to die.
no.
im trying my level best to make it burn.
to last forever.

my dear tequila shot,
you do know,
my feelings for you will never change.

you somehow just complete my circuit.
i look forward everyday just to see your face.
to hear your laughter.
to feel your disturbance.
then why do you have to tarikkk harga?

i want you to know i am yours forever more.

we are almost getting there.

now you hit me by surprise with this sudden divert.

just dont stop with the way you make me flip.

i have said it.

i heart youuu.

thoroughly.

undoubtedly.

unconditionally.
now please just say the word.
say it.
dont hesitate.
you know i am waiting.
and always will.

xOxO
~your muffin~

merdeka merdeka!!

this year was totally unforgetable!!

i would define it as a perfect margarita.

the eve of my bday.

suppose to hit the curve but ended up in pyramid.

danggg.

but it was still gempakkk.

what we did?

well let that just be a lil something that we all share.

*winkz*

now the camwhorin zone.

ppl crossin,we snappin

jamiee losing.im surprised.its still a game of ball? *winkz*

ohhhh the ever soo delicious food *although tak habis makan*

blow blow.

ungky n me.we just cldnt get enough of the cam harh babe?

once again on the ever soo round couch

nawwarreyy on the high end

poutzzzzzzzzzzzz

timer always helps yawwww

just before we all hit the wheels

my hotstuffz - jamiee.stephy,ungky n nawwarey

the lil time that we did spend was simply mindblowing guyz!!

its almost seemed like we brought the curve to pyramid.

lolz.

and yes if you really look at it,

i didnt sin much,

it was not officially sunday yet. =P

heeheeeehh.

still got a lot more picz on the way.

waiting for picz in nawwarey's cam.

for now im gonna search for mangoes.

ngeeeeeeee.=P

nitez folkz.

lurvez,

~aLLy~