stirred

there you go again.

juggling between me and her.
making my heart skip a beat when you are around.
making me laugh for no reason at all.
damn it.
i walked with you through your rough patches.
as you walked with me through mine.

sometimes i dont get it.

you behave as if i dont even exist.

and at times you make me feel as though all eyes are on me.

just me.

i rejected the rest waiting for you.
i still am.
just don't drift away.
you know you are my barbiturat.
at least that is what i would call it.

despite what others said,

and all odds were against us,

you still stood by me.

not even doubting that maybe,

just maybe,

i was the one who was not truthful.

i know somewhere inside there is a flame.
that can never be extinguished.
somehow its flickering now.
i dont want it to die.
no.
im trying my level best to make it burn.
to last forever.

my dear tequila shot,
you do know,
my feelings for you will never change.

you somehow just complete my circuit.
i look forward everyday just to see your face.
to hear your laughter.
to feel your disturbance.
then why do you have to tarikkk harga?

i want you to know i am yours forever more.

we are almost getting there.

now you hit me by surprise with this sudden divert.

just dont stop with the way you make me flip.

i have said it.

i heart youuu.

thoroughly.

undoubtedly.

unconditionally.
now please just say the word.
say it.
dont hesitate.
you know i am waiting.
and always will.

xOxO
~your muffin~